My father came back from Poland today. As usual he came with gifts. I asked for wooden spoons I received two books. My cousins fiance picked them out. Now I love my cousin, he's awesome, he's a week older then I am and so we were very much raised together, shoot I remember times when we were bathed together. But we are very much different and I have never met his fiance. I guess she is buying me books that she can relate to, they are about women that are ready to have babies, and get married, and do all those, well those womanly things that society expects of us. I have always been so much against that type of thing that I really have no interest in the subjects. I feel like it would be kind of hilarious to send her books about things that I enjoy. I can go light on her and just get her a copy of the Manhattan Call Girl, it is very delicate and tongue in cheek, and rosy.

Never the less I can not find anything else that I would care to read at the moment.

And the wacky e-mails are starting to begin. One guy e-mailed me with specific directions on how to make the best of coming to his city, which was fairly helpful, and I plan on doing so soon. But he gave me a ridiculous amount of information and detail, including like 10 different refernces. I asked like five and they all said he is great.

I especially love another message that I got.

First Initial
will you swallow?

The End

No name, no nothing, not even proper capitalization, this guy sure knows how to make a gal feel special.

Work has been going fine. I just need to start doing more. More advertising, more days scheduled, more websites. I added a news section to my website, as well as a reviews section. I chose the quotes from reviews that I liked best. I picked things that I thought were telling but discreet, and tame.

A quote from Mistress Matisse, I really like her. I am reading all of her early stuff. little by little catching up to now. Anyways, the quote is the absolute truth.

"Lots of people can be charming and attentive and make you feel special - for short spaces of time. I think I can do all right in that department myself on good days. But do that for hours and days on end - wow, that's impressive."